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Thursday, August 07, 2008

I forgot today is National Day eve. Tomorrow Singapore will celebrate her 43rd BD! If i knew today was national day eve, i would have wear red or white. This morning, i saw little children to secondary teenagers wearing red and white, i felt so heart-warming. It reminds me of my school days(which is so long ago...) -___- Too bad... I shall say i miss the fun!



But i look forward to finish work today so that i could go back home. RELAX, REST, SLEEP, EAT, SHIT, SLACK! I love it when i don't have to go to work! So free... (oh... I am like flying off my seat to the cloud,the air is so fresh and i see birds, did you? Can you imagine? No? See below to imagine. Shiok is the word!)



But when i think of my Sunday... Haiz~
I can't blog anymore. Perhaps for 1 month?

I shall miss my office, my table, my pencil, my computer, my chair, etc... And of cos' not forgetting the FOOD here...

International plaza, new colleagues, new environment wait for me... I am coming... (trying to act brave and calm while deep inside don't know what to do)

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一句对不起，就能当做什么都没发生吗？


我每次说对不起其实只是一句对不起如果你只是说而已，没有要改的意思，那说来该什么呢？我厌倦你这种态度. 我很失望。很累了。对不起？对不起. 对不起.. 对不起... 无心改过, 在多的对不起也没用. 我的心很痛，我的心碎了~ 我的心在哭，你听见了吗？

I am not feeling well!!!

So sick. Giddy, feel like vomiting, sleepy!!! Perhaps i drank too much last night and now having bad hangover! The feeling wasn't good... I don't like it! This was not the first time i had hangovers, but was my first time to drink and had to wake up early for work next day! So i salute those who can drink so much yet still work the next day... I cant... It's tiring!!!

I thought after a hot bowl of soup, i might feel better. So just now during lunch, I had Yong Tau Fu. The soup not very nice and did not help in making me feel better.. Was rather disappointed. But never mind, at least it fill my stomach. Hahaha~

Angnes(her name is spell like this, it's not spelling mistakes) ask me to help me to help her out during her wedding. As in walking around toasting with the guests. Cos sure kanna sabo hence she need friends who can help them (the bride: Angnes & the groom: ??? can remember his name) drink. I promise to help her, but now i think i am going to reject. Cos i decided to quit drinking!!! Hahaha~ So sorry, Angnes... I cant help you... Find someone better. Like Mabel? HAAAAAHHAAAHHAAAA!!!!

Today i received my samples again. Though i wasn't feeling well i still finish my work... Boss says today designs was not nice(rather sad) but i think so too!!! Haiz~ I feel like my designs are all very similar. And my friends could actually recognise that particular design must be mine. So... Which meanss?? Is it good?? Or bad?? My trademark?? Hahaha! Maybe~
I didn't produce any designs today cos too tired... Sometimes i feel that i am too slack already... I must pull my socks up and buck up already!!!! JEANNE KOH, COME ON!!! WAKE UP!!!! BUCK UP!!!

Sometimes... I get very demoralise when i see my designs turn out so bad that i feel that i am so useless! Thinking that i am a designer, yet i still produce works like this, i can jolly well not known as a designer. What a disgrace! I really look down on myself so much. Due to lack of confident! Who can help me build up my confident level? Haiz~

Shall end here... Not feeling good. Later after work, i am going to head straight home...

Labels: Not feeling well~ :(

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

I had NIGHTMARE AGAIN last night...

I dreamt that my naughty boy felt in love with another girl. And am i like really thinking to much? Or it my dreaming trying to tell or hint me something? (I wonder...)

I am like any other ordinary girl who wish to have a nice and caring boyfriend. A boyfriend who would love me, and cherish me like I am the world's most expensive treasure. Or without me, he would die??? Hahaha~ But i guess i do not have the potential and the beauty to hold any men's heart.

At times, i really feel that men are not reliable. But to all men, we are too sensitive. Did they ever thought that if they had given enough care and concern to us, will we still feel that way? I guess to every man out there appearance is so much more important that character.

A question for all men:
Would you want to be with a fat, short, ugly woman with good character or a pretty real hot babe with nice figure but had bad character(who smokes, flirt, always fart and tell lies? Hahahaha :Just an example)

Okay the answer is obvious!!!

Back to my main point of today's topic.
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Is fat a crime? A fault? I had enough of people calling me fat or my friends fat, or my brother fat! I find it totally no wrong for being FAT!!! I believe we don't want it either. It's just that we cant control. Hahaha~ Simply just cant resist good food!

Being a fat person we hate:
1: to be call as fatso(just like short people do not like to be called as a shorties, same theory)
2: to be known as fat(make use feel more no confident)
3: to be insult bcos we are fat(very demoralising)
4: those long time no see relatives say "wao lau... I think you put on weight again"(never use their brain and think if they had hurt us)
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We had enough!!! Pls spare a thoughts for others. You might not know if you have already hurt their feelings... NO ONE IS PREFECT! GOD MADE US WITH FLAWS. We learn to appreciate others, tolerate each others. Are you prefect? No just shut up! Don't tell me, you dont have freckles? Or your hair is not dropping that you may grow bald 1 day? That you have long legs? Big eyes? etc... I believe that if you are good in this, you may not be as good in another area! Like you may have the prettiest lips, but you may not have nice teeth. Or perhaps you might say you have nice lips and nice teeth but your breath may stinks? So pleeaaassseee... We may not be as good as you, but you had no rights to say us either. Don't tell me you don't befriend anyone who is fat, ugly or short? NONSENSE rite?

I had a friend... She used to be a happy, cheerful, siao ding tong type of girl(hahahaha!) whom i regard as one of my good friend in my life. She is still cheerful while talking to use but i knew deep inside her, she wasn't that cheerful now! Her best buddies not in SG and the rest of us busy with our work. But i think, she still had other friends. I don't care if she is fat or not! What i know and remember her for is she her character and she is pretty, nice, always so sunshine but not bcos she is ugly or fat! She is one of my NAFA's friends. W/O her and the other 2Js and of cos the rest, i would not have walk through these 3years in NAFA!

She told me she suffer from emotional pain during working. Had hard times. Colleagues insult her being FAT! Ask her don't eat so much due to her being FAT! WTH! FAT still have to eat! Lifes still goes on for FAT PEOPLE! If you people really had that good and nice figure but why not a nice mouth? YUCKS STINKS!!!

TO ALL HER STUPID COLLEAGUES(who insult her)
Pls be more mature!
I shall not curse and swear... Cos' if i did that i am just like them so immature.

In the past... When people say that i am fat, I would always hide in one corner and cry and cry. End up, i got sick! I will eat alot and force myself to vomit in order not to get fat! Until i realise it was not right! So i stop!

Now... No more! When you say i am fat, I make sure i smile and talk back gracefully. HAHA~ I don't really care that much! I am still myself. But i am also controlling my diet la!

Alright... I am getting HOT after all the complaining! I shall stop!

Tonight... Mabel date me out to go watch Money No Enough 2, while my BF ask me join him and his sister to ZOUK! I don't want to go Zouk(with my BF)! Cos' later if he see girl, i get jealous, then will end up quarrel! Hahaha~ But i feel like going there for a drink! Well~ You know i am good drinker!!! HAHAHA~

Before i end... I wanna say... I wanna buy a GUCCI bag!!! I wanna go overseas with my naughty boy!!!

I knew it won't happen!!! But i just longed and wish and pray the day will come one day!!!

Labels: Being FAT :(

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

A sleepy afternoon!!!

Now 2:06pm, me sitting alone in my office, just had my lunch, eyes 1/2 closed... Have the urged to sleep. I AM SO SLEEPY RIGHT NOW!!! What's worse??? I heard i will not have my Sunday off due to me have to help out at the newly open outlet at International Plaza(some ulu place which i still have no idea where is it). I am suppose to have a good full weekend off this week! For it is Singapore's 43 Birthday??(am i right or wrong?pls tell me if i am wrong). But now, i see it's hopeless... Hahaha~ Sunday still have to go all the way down to international plaza to hang all the clothes on the racks!!! (-___-)!!! Suay~

I am going to meet my sweetheart after work to go POPO's house together to help my POPO perm her hair. She wanted to perm her hair cos her hair is getting straight and flat. While she wanted some volume. However i feel she look better now. But... Nevermind. As long as she likes it, we are willing to do it for her. Think my grandmother will like him more. Everyone in my family dotes him more than me(when i am so much hotter and cuter than him:P)

HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE

Last night i had nightmares:( I dreamt that my bf had an affair with three other girls excluding me. Meaning four timer at a same time. I did not think of anything b4 i sleep(so don accuse me of thinking to much. HA!) So scary! Though i knew it was just a dream, and he is sleeping beside me but i sometimes still feel insecure! After the HORRIBLE DREAM, I woke up. Seeing that naughty boy sleeping soundly, i woke him and "scolded" him for not being faithful to me! :{ HAHA~ Poor little him, just continued to sleep while placing my hand on his chest. Sounds romantic? Not At All Ok? (-_-)



Bark is baacckkk on MSN

Alright... That gugu bark is back to msn. She is currently in Pontinak(indo). I cant go and find her like i used to be. Cos it's not like Batam(so near). Every morning(eversince i start working in office), when i on my computer, i will be happily waiting for Bark to chat with me. It has become a habit, a lifestyle already. So i wonder what happen to her while i didnt see her online on msn(thought she got sick and tired of talking to me on msn everyday or perhaps something happen to her, and that makes me worried). Until a few days ago, she SMS me saying that her laptop is send for repair due to virus and to ask me to help her buy a hundred dollars worth of 4D!!! She is SIAO(crazy)!!! So i did. I thought maybe she have super six sense that her number is going to open, but my effort go drain. Just to add on how irritating she is, she actually place a the $100 bet on just 1 number. What a waste. And that's not all. i just told her about my blog, so she went on reading. . . and she confronted me for not putting her photos in my blog! She is so damn annoying! Hahaha~ Anyway, i miss her. I promise to treat her eat her all time favourite Ajisen when she is back. Ajisen to me..., was like normal Maggie mee. Maybe i do not know how to appreciate it. Too bad~ But i still eat la. (hahaha~ Ok! I know, cheapskate rite? But thanks!!)

Here are some pictures we took last night...(while he is playing with Nitendo DS...)

1st Take: He entertained me!!! (I like this pic cos he's cute)

4th Take: Seems like he is still entertaining me(in fact he didnt not, he is looking at the DS!!!)

Last take: Normal cos i say:" kk.. Last take, take a proper 1 leh" then end up blur.

Finally... Last picture cos' i wanna go shower liao... And also he can contiuned with his game!!!

Monday, August 04, 2008

86021-$28

Those without prices are stocks that have not been confirm yet. As i we are changing it to make it look the best.

Shall talk about yesterday. Yesterday, Sunday was my off day! My only off day every week:( Who says office hour not tiring? I don't think so! I think working office is as tired as working sales line! Though working hour is shorter... BUT BUT BUT no free time. Cos' i finish work at 6.30pm everyday except sat n sun(sat: 10.30am-4pm, sun: my off day of cos). Then i will catch IMM free bus to Jurong Point daily(Cheapskate, I know!!!), but the timing is sooo just nice i cant avoid to take what... Then sometimes go find Mabel(my cousin working at JP pepperPlus(a very very hot babe)(wait till you go check it out urself)) and of cos my sweetheart la~ And will most probably reach home 8plus to 9. This means a day is gone for doing nothing. So my life is like doing nothing, no fun, no excitement, no entertainment, NOTHING!~ Pheww... So Lau, Bu, Hui pls pls pls feel free to date me out! Haha! So whenever it comes to Sunday, I would always want to spend my day at home. Eat, sleep, watch TV, go no where, just inside my room. And brother LEX(aka Mr Fat, ah quack, fatty shit, fatso, fatty lang, alex koh ah noi and alot more which i could not remember) will start scolding me for wasting my life, my youth rotting at home! It sounds true... But i just don't care. I want to be at home!

But yesterday was different!!! My boyfriend not working due to doctor gave him a 2days MC! So he forced me to go out! Initially, i reject as usual. But i thought to myself, he never had Sunday off, plus we seldom go date! So i wanna go out! Plan to go VIVO city at first to watch movie, but i reject! Hahaha~ Cos too far and so expensive! Then we decided to go help my POPO perm her hair but in the end we did not(cos' didnt bring enough curler). Then we went Queensway shopping centre with Lex, thinking to get my BF a shoes. In the end bought nothing! Cos's my BF too fussy! Lex wanted to buy but i don't allow! Hahaha! So end up had dinner with Mummy, Papa, Popo, Lex, Me n my BF.

First take(POPO's eyes half close)

Second try(good!!!)

Act cute Lex and beloved mummy!><

Last picture b4 we take our dinner. Me & Sweetheart.

Friday, August 01, 2008

After so so so so so long... I finally got my blog back. Cos' me being so forgetful, i forgot my password. >< And after several tries, I finally got back this old blog. Hui Hui was very nice. She wanted to help me create a new blog with new background and theme, but i do not want to trouble her hence i try so hard to get back this old and dusty blog. Hahaha~ K let's talk about why would i want to blog again.

Friends: Why out of the sudden do you wanna blog again?
Me: Cos' i have just graduate.
Friends: (-_________-)!!!
Me: No la~ It's because after i graduate, i only got to know how my NAFA's friends have being doing through blog. And i want them to know what i am doing too meanwhile. And of cos another reason is that, I'm working in office, no one to talk to, very boring!!! And at least through BLOG i can say whatever i want to. HA!
Friends: (wanna continue to say something, while... I just continued to talk...)
Me: I miss school days, i miss Lau, Bu, Hui (My buddy buddies in school) and of cos the rest.

K.. I shall stop talking about why i get to blog again. Let's jump topic... Jump! Jump! Biong~ Jump!


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Okay, as you can see i am really that BO LIAOz in office... Haha~
Just got notice from boss that i am going back to sales lines to help out for 1 month!! 1 month!! 1 month YOU KNOW? Cos of the shortage of staffs! But in my heart, i mumble to myself (perhaps my designs are so up to standard that boss is trying to get rid of me) SOBx2. So sianz... Going back to square 1!!! Again. Nightmare shall begin... K.. I don't care! I don't want to think! I heck care!(though i know i still have to go!) Whatever~ I just don't bother. Go there, serious with sales! Push sales and be the top sales girl! Haha~

My sweetheart is sick. I fail to accompany him to polyclinic. Cos i got to work. :( He had fever last night. Plus flu, cough, headache. What makes it worse is he is allege to medicine that contains panodol content. So he can't eat the medicine which we would commonly/normally consume. Luckily, with my beloved aunty. Problem solved. She gave me medicine to cure my BF. Hahaha~ Sounds like what...

Shall end here.
Cos still have to get to some work before i knock off. It's saturday! Saturday, i finish work at 4pm! Huarry! Soon Soon~ :)

Labels: After so LooOooNnG~