So sick. Giddy, feel like vomiting, sleepy!!! Perhaps i drank too much last night and now having bad hangover! The feeling wasn't good... I don't like it! This was not the first time i had hangovers, but was my first time to drink and had to wake up early for work next day! So i salute those who can drink so much yet still work the next day... I cant... It's tiring!!!
I thought after a hot bowl of soup, i might feel better. So just now during lunch, I had Yong Tau Fu. The soup not very nice and did not help in making me feel better.. Was rather disappointed. But never mind, at least it fill my stomach. Hahaha~
Angnes(her name is spell like this, it's not spelling mistakes) ask me to help me to help her out during her wedding. As in walking around toasting with the guests. Cos sure kanna sabo hence she need friends who can help them (the bride: Angnes & the groom: ??? can remember his name) drink. I promise to help her, but now i think i am going to reject. Cos i decided to quit drinking!!! Hahaha~ So sorry, Angnes... I cant help you... Find someone better. Like Mabel? HAAAAAHHAAAHHAAAA!!!!
Today i received my samples again. Though i wasn't feeling well i still finish my work... Boss says today designs was not nice(rather sad) but i think so too!!! Haiz~ I feel like my designs are all very similar. And my friends could actually recognise that particular design must be mine. So... Which meanss?? Is it good?? Or bad?? My trademark?? Hahaha! Maybe~ I didn't produce any designs today cos too tired... Sometimes i feel that i am too slack already... I must pull my socks up and buck up already!!!! JEANNE KOH, COME ON!!! WAKE UP!!!! BUCK UP!!!
Sometimes... I get very demoralise when i see my designs turn out so bad that i feel that i am so useless! Thinking that i am a designer, yet i still produce works like this, i can jolly well not known as a designer. What a disgrace! I really look down on myself so much. Due to lack of confident! Who can help me build up my confident level? Haiz~
Shall end here... Not feeling good. Later after work, i am going to head straight home...
