I dreamt that my naughty boy felt in love with another girl. And am i like really thinking to much? Or it my dreaming trying to tell or hint me something? (I wonder...)
I am like any other ordinary girl who wish to have a nice and caring boyfriend. A boyfriend who would love me, and cherish me like I am the world's most expensive treasure. Or without me, he would die??? Hahaha~ But i guess i do not have the potential and the beauty to hold any men's heart.
At times, i really feel that men are not reliable. But to all men, we are too sensitive. Did they ever thought that if they had given enough care and concern to us, will we still feel that way? I guess to every man out there appearance is so much more important that character.
A question for all men: Would you want to be with a fat, short, ugly woman with good character or a pretty real hot babe with nice figure but had bad character(who smokes, flirt, always fart and tell lies? Hahahaha :Just an example)
Okay the answer is obvious!!!
Back to my main point of today's topic. . . . FAT . . . Is fat a crime? A fault? I had enough of people calling me fat or my friends fat, or my brother fat! I find it totally no wrong for being FAT!!! I believe we don't want it either. It's just that we cant control. Hahaha~ Simply just cant resist good food!
Being a fat person we hate: 1: to be call as fatso(just like short people do not like to be called as a shorties, same theory) 2: to be known as fat(make use feel more no confident) 3: to be insult bcos we are fat(very demoralising) 4: those long time no see relatives say "wao lau... I think you put on weight again"(never use their brain and think if they had hurt us) 5: . 6: . 7: . 8: .. 9: ... 10: .....
We had enough!!! Pls spare a thoughts for others. You might not know if you have already hurt their feelings... NO ONE IS PREFECT! GOD MADE US WITH FLAWS. We learn to appreciate others, tolerate each others. Are you prefect? No just shut up! Don't tell me, you dont have freckles? Or your hair is not dropping that you may grow bald 1 day? That you have long legs? Big eyes? etc... I believe that if you are good in this, you may not be as good in another area! Like you may have the prettiest lips, but you may not have nice teeth. Or perhaps you might say you have nice lips and nice teeth but your breath may stinks? So pleeaaassseee... We may not be as good as you, but you had no rights to say us either. Don't tell me you don't befriend anyone who is fat, ugly or short? NONSENSE rite?
I had a friend... She used to be a happy, cheerful, siao ding tong type of girl(hahahaha!) whom i regard as one of my good friend in my life. She is still cheerful while talking to use but i knew deep inside her, she wasn't that cheerful now! Her best buddies not in SG and the rest of us busy with our work. But i think, she still had other friends. I don't care if she is fat or not! What i know and remember her for is she her character and she is pretty, nice, always so sunshine but not bcos she is ugly or fat! She is one of my NAFA's friends. W/O her and the other 2Js and of cos the rest, i would not have walk through these 3years in NAFA!
She told me she suffer from emotional pain during working. Had hard times. Colleagues insult her being FAT! Ask her don't eat so much due to her being FAT! WTH! FAT still have to eat! Lifes still goes on for FAT PEOPLE! If you people really had that good and nice figure but why not a nice mouth? YUCKS STINKS!!!
TO ALL HER STUPID COLLEAGUES(who insult her) Pls be more mature! I shall not curse and swear... Cos' if i did that i am just like them so immature.
In the past... When people say that i am fat, I would always hide in one corner and cry and cry. End up, i got sick! I will eat alot and force myself to vomit in order not to get fat! Until i realise it was not right! So i stop!
Now... No more! When you say i am fat, I make sure i smile and talk back gracefully. HAHA~ I don't really care that much! I am still myself. But i am also controlling my diet la!
Alright... I am getting HOT after all the complaining! I shall stop!
Tonight... Mabel date me out to go watch Money No Enough 2, while my BF ask me join him and his sister to ZOUK! I don't want to go Zouk(with my BF)! Cos' later if he see girl, i get jealous, then will end up quarrel! Hahaha~ But i feel like going there for a drink! Well~ You know i am good drinker!!! HAHAHA~
Before i end... I wanna say... I wanna buy a GUCCI bag!!! I wanna go overseas with my naughty boy!!!
I knew it won't happen!!! But i just longed and wish and pray the day will come one day!!!
