I am going for an interview this Saturday. I am so damn nervous as it was my first interview. I had never ever in my life going to job interviews.
Dear all...
Pls... Plss... Plsssss... Pray hard for me that everything gonna goes on smoothly and that i could get into this new job successfully, peacefully and happily.
I do not know why am i becoming like this. I am so afraid of anything. Dare not try. Scare of this, scare of that. I felt useless. Afraid to move on. I am like thinking to much.
I want to get a job for long term. I lost my passion in designing. I felt aimless.
I just hope that my upcoming new job would be fun and also to have extremely nice, friendly colleagues.
My current job as a Fashion Designer is what i dream and longed for. But now, NO! Many may ask me why? I do not want to be known as a job hopper or a person whom cannot take stress.
But i have been under so much stress. *First, they employ me as a designer but they ask me to work in retail(for months) whenever they do not have enough people. *I felt so lonely when i am outstation to Hong Kong and China, I have no one to talk to. *During my outstation to Hong Kong and China, I had to stay at my boss' apartment which i am so not used to it, and hence it makes it so inconvenient. (imagine staying with a male?) *My boss put all my designs for sales(even for new arrival) *They promise to give me incentives for every re-order designs, but did not. *In office, there isn't any colleagues bonding. They isolated me from them. When they need me, they will talk to me nicely, other than that they just keep among themselves. They asked me to buy rice during lunch hours. When i am in the retail line, they scolded me when the problem lies with my boss. They regard me as a sales assistance. They never ever regard me as one of they colleagues.
I hope and pray to get a better prospect job. I am aspire to get ahead in my career...
