About mE, mYsELf & I

2009-03-31T01:03:00.000-07:00

Bark had share with me these today(which i wanna share it with you guys) :

1. A man willpay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want.

2. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

3. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

4. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all.

5. Married men live longer than single men - but married men are a lot more willing to die.

6. Any married man should forget his mistakes - there's no use in two people remembering the same thing.

7. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

8. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does.

9. A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

2009-03-31T00:05:00.000-07:00

I am feeling as if i dun hav any burden n like i can just jump n touch e sky... The air i breathe is fresher and much more better than before... I feel like a free bird out of the cage!!!

I AM FFFFFFRRREEEEEEEE~

2009-03-12T20:07:00.000-07:00

God, pls allow my grandmother to get well soon. Pls help to stop the internal bleeding and let the blood clot go away. May i pray that she don't get all these sufferings anymore. God, I pray to you sincerely. Thank you so much.

My heart bleed...

2009-03-07T19:41:00.000-08:00

All the best to me! I will try my very best! Not to be timid and a scary hamster anymore! Be brave and confident! I want be my new self.

No more the past Jeanne:

She:
*is a scary hamster who is always afraid of this and that!
*have a heart so small to contain confident and that's why she is always so timid!
*is lack of confident!
*is useless!
*get influences easily!
*is always scare of making the 1st move!
*get nervous so easily that she will want to vomit!
*is almost afraid of anything and everything!
*is ALWAYS thinking too MUCH!!!

Goodbye old self Jeanne~

I shall says:
Jeanne 加油喔~

2009-03-05T21:49:00.000-08:00

I am going for an interview this Saturday. I am so damn nervous as it was my first interview. I had never ever in my life going to job interviews.

Dear all...

Pls... Plss... Plsssss... Pray hard for me that everything gonna goes on smoothly and that i could get into this new job successfully, peacefully and happily.

I do not know why am i becoming like this. I am so afraid of anything. Dare not try. Scare of this, scare of that. I felt useless. Afraid to move on. I am like thinking to much.

I want to get a job for long term. I lost my passion in designing. I felt aimless.

I just hope that my upcoming new job would be fun and also to have extremely nice, friendly colleagues.

My current job as a Fashion Designer is what i dream and longed for. But now, NO!
Many may ask me why? I do not want to be known as a job hopper or a person whom cannot take stress.

But i have been under so much stress.
*First, they employ me as a designer but they ask me to work in retail(for months) whenever they do not have enough people.
*I felt so lonely when i am outstation to Hong Kong and China, I have no one to talk to.
*During my outstation to Hong Kong and China, I had to stay at my boss' apartment which i am so not used to it, and hence it makes it so inconvenient. (imagine staying with a male?)
*My boss put all my designs for sales(even for new arrival)
*They promise to give me incentives for every re-order designs, but did not.
*In office, there isn't any colleagues bonding. They isolated me from them. When they need me, they will talk to me nicely, other than that they just keep among themselves. They asked me to buy rice during lunch hours. When i am in the retail line, they scolded me when the problem lies with my boss. They regard me as a sales assistance. They never ever regard me as one of they colleagues.

I hope and pray to get a better prospect job. I am aspire to get ahead in my career...

2009-03-04T00:01:00.000-08:00

Sick and tired of office life?

Here are the two ways you might consider ^^

2009-03-03T21:05:00.000-08:00

2009-02-28T20:44:00.000-08:00

It was Mr Chan Wing Leong & Marco Chua's & belated Irnawati 's BD!!!

WE:

*Went to eat at Shoduku Japanese Restuarant at City Link.

*Went to KTV after that...

*Just order drinks and chat while listening to the songs play on.

*Made Marco spend a bomb that night.

*Waste $ for not singing!

*Enjoy ourselves.

*Didnt meet up for quite some time already.

*Miss the old times spend in school...

*Still have lots to catch up!

*Got lots to update.

Mr Tham & our rare guest Mr Yeo

They always reject my camera!!!

Irna & Myself

Marco CCC

Marco & his friends behind

The three birthday kids

Listening attentively.

Group picture (without me) :(

It's obvious that i am the fairest of them all.

2009-02-28T19:46:00.000-08:00

27 March 2009- My last day at Jurong Point PepperPLUS.

I enjoy working with them (includes Rachel, Wen Ting, Eileen, Jasmine, Annabelle and etc...), I am happy over there, had all the fun and anger. Overall still glad that i am being send over. But happy moments just flies. 2+ months pass and i am back again in the office. So unbearable to say goodbye. So unwilling am i to leave there and come back here!

Wen Ting, Rachel, Me, Bao

They made my day at work!

My face is like sad!

She's like having hard time carrying me!!!

Small VS Big eyes. I LOST!

2009-01-09T01:02:00.000-08:00

2008-12-01T01:13:00.000-08:00

I just love the time i spend with you, sweetheart.

*I am still lazy too blog on my grandmother's BD and about my trip to Bangkok. Give me some time. I promise i will post it. But it's just a matter of time. Hahaha!

2008-11-25T21:17:00.000-08:00

Date: 20-24 November 08

Cast: Nigel & Jeanne

Title: The love journey to Bangkok

Airline: Tiger Airways

Time of departure from SG to BKK: 12.45pm

Time of departure from BKK to SG: 9.15am

Accommodation: First House Hotel

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Day 01- 20 November 08 (Thursday)

On the free shuttle bus to buget terminal!

This is my 1st time to buget terminal, while it's his first time going overseas! How excited and nervous~

Mickey and Minnie. It's so beautiful and sweet~

He totally blend into the scene! @.@

My smart looking boy!

He is actually very excited! I can tell from his face! :P

1 Fat Ass!

Cannot resist for another shot!

Christmas Deco at Terminal 3

Finally got help from an Aunty to help us take picture!

Ready to board!

The flight was delay by about 1 hour! They announces that the flight would be delay for 15 minutes cos' one of their staffs isn't feeling well and is on her way rushing to the plane. It was a total disappointment! Not only did she not reach within 15 minutes, the flight did not take off on time, and by the time we reach BKK it is already in the late evening. So which means we wasted a day!!!

Immediately after we check in and leave our lauggage in the hotel, we set of to MBK

This is his very first time sitting TUK TUK! And it's with me!!!

At one of the chinese resturant in MBK. Both of us were so hungry at that time!

Happy!

Tim Sum! (not as good as what i eat in Malaysia n China!)

Sum Lum Night Bazzar

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Day 02- 21 November 08 (Friday)

All ready for a full day shopping trip!

Let him introduced to you guys where this hotel is located. =D

And this is how the hotel's hall looks like.

This is how the hotel's room looks like. (just let him ... be)

See he is addicted to acting cute~

Tasty roadside food

I still can recall the taste of the hotdog wrapped in bacon! Shiok is the word!

This is the one thing I must blog about. After shopping for the whole afternoon, both of us just get hungry again. We wanted to go Chinatown for dinner. But we hear from alot of taxi driver that traffic jam, reach there about an hour and would cost about 200baht, very far etc... But we were very determine in going there. As it is also my first time to Chinatown, i have no idea how long it would take to reach there and how much. We waited very very long for a taxi outside Central World. For an hour or so? I cannot remember.

But when we finally got onto the cab, the taxi driver says that the traffic is very jam and suggest to bring us to a nearby resturant, whereby they sell good food and it's cheap. We did not think that much at the point of time so we agreed.

I ordered a chicken, a fish and a tom yum goong. That's all. 3 dishes.

When the bill came, I was totally shocked! It cost about 2200baht which is S$100. I never had such an expensive meal. Not even in Singapore. I felt cheated! I learned my lesson and SHALL NEVER go back again. If I am not wrong, the name of the resturant is Soon Boon Kee. Pronounce like this. Spelling I am not sure. Below are some pictures i took in the resturant! Piss off~

Some chicken cube cook with yao dou! Tasty but very expensive.

Burning hot tom yum goong

All the waitresses standing behind him looking at us eating. -_-'''

Big fish. We finish all the 3 dishes. *heart pain*

Looks like he enjoys the food!

He is so handsome! >.<

Does his face shows that he isnt happy?

At least we managed to get take a photo there though we quarrel. opps :P

After spending so much on the food. We walked all the way from the resturant to MBK! That was far!

I wonder why he fall for me?

We took this photo while some policemen block the bridge.

At MBK with him.

Too lazy to walk over to take photo of the christmas tree, so we took it across the road.

Colours of my clothes matches the christmas tree.

There was this shop at Sum Lum with this cute little Chiwawa! So cute! Awesome!

The tiny Chiwawa is smaller than his hand!

After a long tired day, we went for massage! Wonderful~

Look at how tired both of us is... :S

The 1 in blue is a lady boy!!!

See... Pretty? I am much more prettier! Hahaha~

Roadside artist. Not bad looking huh?

While he is drawing us.... We snap shot him! See who wins?

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Day 03- 22 November 08 (Saturday)

Chatuchak (The weekend market)

The taxi's roof is just too low for him.

On our way to Chatuchak. Very excited.

It's a hot and sunny day! So excited for more shopping!

I am all ready! Sweetheart, HURRY!!!

It's too sunny for my cute boy to open his eyes!

1st plastic bag.

Standing in the middle of the busy road!

This store sells tasty roasted pork! I miss the taste!

Non-stop flow of customers.

I am not that fat!

The strange man wearing orange mask in the train

I request to take a picture with him and he requested to shake hands with me. And when i did he shouted arghhhh very loudly as if he is in pain! He scare the hell out of me! Hahaha!

This person sell coconut ice-cream served with attap seed, peanuts, ruo mi and etc...

Very busy carrying all my shopping bags... :P

All kind of sausages

Come come~ Only 20 bath

2 plastic bags with alot of small plastic bags inside

Sales everywhere

I like his T-shirt very much!

He is tired going around with me!

So sweet~

Very nice background colour! =D

From late morning to late evening

The shop behind him sells interesting tissues boxes.

Resting at 1 roadside cafe, listening to music, watching the crowd.

So relaxing.

He is happy Nigel. =)

The unhappy Jeanne! =(

Pardon him for the face. Cos we place the camera on top of the coke, so he got no choice but to bend low.

Much better...

Contiued to shop.

My BF says the two girls are just trying to catch attention

Back to MBK

Searching for more food~

Finally found this. Thailand Style of BBQ steamboat.

He is very excited as it is his first time eating this.

Hmmm... The menu looks appealing...

The food doesnt look so appealing to me. Perhaps the portion is too little. Hahaha!

He is so so so happy!!!!!!

So am I. We are ready to feast!

1st: Glide the pig oil on the pan so as to get natural oil and taste and to prevent the meat from sticking.

Still waiting for the pan to heat up.

While waiting...

Sizzling hotplate! Looks yummy~

It looks like he enjoy cooking for me~

As you can see... He is busy eating, while I am busy taking photos... =D

Almost done with all the food >.<

Finish and done!!!

My turn to take photos! =.= Picture 1~

Picture 2~

Picture 3~

Take 1~ (look at his cheeky face!) Retake!!!

Take 2~ I am FAT! Angry !@#$%

He is just too cute! This is the reason why! <muacks>

I do not know why he looks so happy!!! Hahaha~ Siaoz!

Sometimes he can be very annoying too! Haha!

Name of the store is BAR-B-Q Plaza? But why a dinosuar??? -__-'''

After dinner, more shopping!!

Just me and you...

Every moment spend with you = Precious Moment

I wanted him to act as if he is one of the character in the poster.

I pity him for carrying all the stuffs. I wanted to help but he doesnt want let me carry.

Very fake smile of his.

Outside MBK cinema.

Acting...

View from below

This man uses clay to make status of dogs.

See... So small and so real.

His master pieces.

Not paying attention

Nigel and the King

What shall i say?

To me he is cute!

Happily riding on tuk tuk.

Food from 7 eleven! Supper! Sinful...

CP wanton is good!

We had rice with eggs, sandwich, a packet of hot dog and a bowl of CP wanton soup.

He ate omelette with rice.

Magic bought from Sum Lum by magician Nigel

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Day 04- 23 November 08 (Sunday)

Chatuchak

The 2nd day at Chatuchak is very very hot!

Colourful Tuk Tuk in Bangkok

Wanna join him for a ride around Bangkok?

Choosing cap for Bro Lex

Nice screen printing T-shirt!

I bought a hot gold shoes there. (*but this shop actually sells accessories)

It's so squeeze there.

Colourful handmade straw bags.

Looking tired

Very fake smile

Clear blue sky.

We order LONGAN drink

Don't ask me why i took picture with her. Cos I do not know why either. =.=

His face is so funny!!!

Clear blue sky

You are my sunshine

No choice got to self shoot.

Cheers~

Shopping

Pretending shopping

My uncle introduced us to this Japnese buffet resturant: Shabushi

We waited for more than 1 hour just to eat this.

I look pale cos i wasnt feeling well.

Shabushi meaning Shabu Shabu & Sushi

Early Christmas with you, my dearest

Night senery of Bangkok

Sometimes i really hate the way i look!

Fantastic Christmas Mood!

Do both of us really look alike?

Happiness is when i met u~

Very peaceful street

Tadah~ ^^

Wow~ Look at how big MBK is...

Packing up. This is the 1st time i buy so little! Hahahaha!!!

It's the last night at Bangkok. We went out for more shopping along streets.

Just across the road is Platinum Plaza(wholesale shopping centre)

It would be nice only if Singapore have more night life.

At Sum Lum open-space foodcourt

Another round of massage before we leave.

My BF is in pain.

Both of them enjoying. B4 we leave, the lady boy hand my BF her phone number and ask my BF to contact her. Hahaha!

Finally we made it to Chinatown!!!

Luckily the day before we left Bangkok, we managed to make a trip down to Chinatown. A lot of the taxi driver refuse to fetch us there as they say it is very far, very jam, or whatsoever... Luckily when we were having our massage, we got to know a very beautiful Thai lady whom i at first thought she was a Eurasian or something? She looks like a mixed to me. Very pretty. And she speaks fluent english and a little mandrain. She told us that going Chinatown would take less than 15 minutes and would cost us about 60-70 baht by taxi and also it closes at 2am.

True enough... Straight after our massage, we head down to Chinatown. I like the place. You know how happy am i that night when i actually made it to bring my BF down? After so much effort we made just to go there? And how we end up spending 2200 baht at Soon Boon Kee? When at first we wanted to go Chinatown? I thank God for all the fun and of cos a safe trip back. I really enjoyed myself very much down there, though both of us quarrel everyday for nothing and also for those cons out there whom made our trip so upset. I have never regret on going though we wasted alot of $ on stupid stuffs.

We had so much food that night though we do not have much $ left, but we really enjoy at the very last night.

I spend 100 baht on this bird nest. But i love it so much. It is nice. Too full to have the 2nd bowl.

I do not know whether is it real but I LOVE BIRD NEST!

Crabmeat fried rice! Look normal and blend but it's not!

Fried squid!!! I love squid!!! The sause is very very nice! OMG *hungry*

Squid! Very Spicy and Chewy!

He is enjoying so am I ^^

What a lousy photographer!! =.=

Fried galic prawns. (Very huge but the meat is very hard!)

This is how he looks like after a good and full meal!

This is the streets of Chinatown. Very nice right?

It is totally different from what I thought. I thought Chinatown is a complicated place with lots of fighting etc... *watch too much movies* @.@

We can't bear to leave this place but no choice~

Bye Chinatown... I will be BACK!

It was about 5 plus 6 in the morning, we took our last picture in the hotel before we checkout.

Early morning.

Nigel w/o glasses... =D

And me w/o makeup but with glasses

The day before riots start at Bangkok airport. It was still peaceful then.

I look so round! I really need a diet! Help me!

I am still using my New Urban Male bag. I love it but the skin is peeling off. :(

Not a good view!

Neon colours?

Waiting for check-in, we reach the airport too early! -__-'''

Been to Bangkok!

Waiting to board the airplane.

While waiting.

While waiting..

While waiting...

Still waiting...........

Waiting is just an excuse. Taking photos is the main thing!

Bye~

2008-11-19T08:00:00.000-08:00

This morning when i come to work. I received a message from Bark.

She wrote me this:

bro... sent 19/11/2008 8:33 AM:
hang on janet.hang on.but dun die.it means...if u really cant hang on,.juz let go.coz if u dun.u could die,u mind really could die,tats wat i mean,dun afraid to lose sth if u let go.but think of e opportunity in e future tat u can get if u dun die.

Simple words from her make me felt so touch!

2008-11-15T09:28:00.000-08:00

14-11-08

Yesterday i went Bugis with my very act cute(girly) brother for my shopping day. My brother helps me alot. He's the best. He will have me remember details and we would laugh our way through the whole shopping trip. As USUAL, we eat and eat non stop... I think he had some potential in this line. Hahaha~ Perhaps of his girlishness.

So after a tired day of shopping and researching. Our brain juice is all dried up. Therefore we need some energy. And ENERGY=FOOD! Correct anot? FOOD=ENERGY!!!! Same! BINGO~

And so Alex and i went to meet our Uncle for dinner! Hahaha. My uncle brought us to Queensway Market. He intro us the western food there. K... I shall says the shop looks normal. But the food is YUMMY! Hahaha~

My cute cousin(ASHTON LEE)

This is one cute hunt i found at Bugis cold storage.

Initially wanted to buy for my BF's niece but end up giving it to Shayna & her brother

And this is cute little Shayna with her cute little happy face and the cute little panda cookies.

This is the inside packaging of the cute little panda cookies.

This is the cute little Shayna eating the cute little panda.

This is one cute present from the not so cute Chuan Hui for overseas.

*(i say overseas, in fact i do not know where is the exact place she bought it)

This is one cute marshmallow.

2008-11-09T22:58:00.000-08:00

It's 3pm in the afternoon. As usual, still feeling sleepy. -o-

I didn't have enough rest yesterday. Cos i went to help out at Jurong Point. It was a last minute thing. While i was taking my 美容觉 in the afternoon while Mabel called and ask if i could go and help out as one of my colleague isn't feeling well. It's my off day and i wanted so much to accompany my boyfriend but on the other hand, i know if i do not go down, the two of them will not be able to cope. Cos 1 is pregnant. -_-!!!

SO... I left my boyfriend aside. I went to help out. Thinking to earn an extra pocket money, so that i won't be that broke when i return from Bangkok. =D Hahaha! And so... My earning for yesterday is $30. -_-'''

Meaning: $30= no time for bf, not enough rest, managed to help Mabel and at the same time help to push my clothing. (Plus still have to sweep the floor while closing and spend about $4plus to eat. $2plus to buy a cake for Mabel, as she is feeling very emo, buying a cake, is to cheer her up.)

Conclusion: Overall, i shall say... ????confused????

K... Let's talk a little bout yesterday.

It was fun~ After all, maybe, perhaps, I am sick of office job. I love talking! I love to meet new people! I love to do experience different things each day! Most importantly, I love to work with Mabel.

Unlike office... No one to chat with. Doing the same old thing each day making me wanna puke. Time pass so slow in office.... =X

Yesterday...

Yesterday there was this Indian customer with her son who came into our shop. From far, I spotted them browsing clothes which was design by me, hence i walk over and prompt if she(the mother) wants to give it a try.

She says the clothings is for her daughter which is in India. So i thought to myself that if she is buying for her daughter whom is at India means she don have to, will not and won't exchange! Hahaha~ So i push some of my designs to her.

In the end, she bought 4 pieces. 1 top, 1 pants, 1 crop jacket and 1 skirt. Total=$112! Oh yeah~ =) Very very happy!!! They are easy-going customers. When i am promoting my garments, i felt like they are like my examiners. They looking at my clothes seriously, listening to me while i promoted and sell my clothes, giving me marks, giving me comfirmation（肯定）. Making me wanna do even more better. I serve with pride. I am honour to present them, things that are done by me.

What makes me felt the best yesterday was...

Ever heard of GEMS?
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Go The Extra Mile For Service (GEMS)
GEMS is a nationwide movement to improve service levels in Singapore.

This customer of mine wrote a Gems card for me...

Here is it...

For the privacy of the customer, i have erased the name and contact number. The customer is pleased with my services and even wrote "nice designs" on the card. I am so so so so so so so HAPPY! They like my designs. Though it's not very very fast selling. I am already very pleased with the results.

Thank god... I wanna keep this job. I wanna work for long. I hope and pray everything would be smooth sailing. Most importantly, I hope to be happy always and stress free~!

2008-11-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

Arghhh... I am so damn sleepy in the office. So i just came and blog. My eyes half closed. Stomach aching terribly. The pain is unbearable. It's like a torture. And the time is like taking it's old sweet time strolling, so slow that it can even compete with a snail.

It's raining heavily outside. And the rain is causing more of my sleeping cells to turn on. My office is enclosed. Usually and normally, we won't know what's going on outside. Be it a sunny day or a raining day. But today, it is raining so heavily that i could even hear from inside. I don't even want to think of how to go back later without an umbrella.

To prevent myself from sleeping... I always try to find something to entertainment myself. Neither can i play games nor can i sleep. Hence, I just countdown to the number of days to my upcoming off day and the number of days to my Bangkok trip with my handsome sweetheart. Not really excited yet. But very very happy that i am going on a holiday trip with him. I always wanted to go for a holiday with him. Cos we hardly counld match each other timing. But fortunately, this time both of us manage to set our work aside. Meanwhile, we could go dating, holiday, relax all at the same time. At least far away from Singapore and Malaysia. At least for a few days for me to rest my mind. Apart from stressful work, away from the stressful living in Singapore.

Another 17 more days... And BANGKOK here we come!!! I want to have my long await shopping spree.. Muahahahaha~ (already day dreaming)

Though very sleepy, but i am catching a movie with Nigel after work! Huarry~

Bye bye....~

2008-10-31T22:31:00.000-07:00

I am really really really very stress recently. Many may not realise. I am keeping my emotion deep in my heart. I wanna cry out loud. I want to let everything end just like this. I want to stop everything which is not in my control..

I felt cheated. All the benefits you promise to give, you did not. I suppose to deserve all the rights but i did not. I felt cheated. You are not trustful. I am leaving real soon!

2008-10-18T00:40:00.000-07:00

I am going Thailand(Bangkok) again!!! Yesh!!! AGAIN! Very happy! I hope it's safe there! I hope to enjoy my trip to the fullest! I hope i got lots of $ to spend there! I hope to buy plentiful stuffs there!

But b4 that... I am leaving to China this coming Monday for work again... Yah~ AGAIN~ -__-!!!

Hahahaha! Different attitude right? Okay la! I am so nervous but the trip now!

Looking forward!

2008-10-10T02:29:00.000-07:00

09-10-08

Yesterday, Lau went over to my boyfriend's sister saloon to perm her hair. SHE IS JUST TOO STEADY!!!

Somehow in the sleepy afternoon while she msg me in MSN.

Here goes our conversation(roughly):

Lau: Do you think i should go perm my hair?

JK : Ya... Maybe for a change.

Lau: Hahahahahahaha

Lau: Eh... Thanks eh...

JK : I don't mean anything, don get me wrong...

Lau: Okay after work i go n perm.

JK : Wow lao... Sure anot? Very rich leh u...

Lau: Dote oneself once in a while

JK : Want to go to my BF's sister shop perm?

Lau: I don't mind... You help me check out the price 1st if ok i go.

Meanwhile... I went to check it out for her...

JK : Nomally around how much you do?

She didnt reply... When i prompt her again...

JK : I help you ask already... I think it's quite cheap la... I don't noe bout e rate la...

Still waiting for her to reply...

Lau: You say how much 1st!

Hahaha! KNS!!!

JK : About 150 bucks.

Lau: Okay steady! I see you after work!

She damn steady right? OMG... Both of us was so high!

Lau: (continued to say)I know they sure ask me do treatment 1. I don't want. I just want to perm only. Later you help me k?

JK : Don't worry. $150 include treatment. Hahaha!

So after work... She rush down alone. While i meet her after my work.

FUN!!!

Forgot to take alot of pictures... I only took two most 经典one for you guys.

The octopus head creature refuse to show her face!

She is one hot aunty! Don't you think so?

Lau i would like to go out with you with this very nice hairstyle of urs... Hahaha!

After everything we had dinner at JP! HUI and BU, Lau finally kanna force to come JP! Yesh! I did it!!!

Glad~ Another happy day!

2008-10-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

Aimless...

I always dream to have a high pay job. Designing was what i want. I've everything now.Nice job, good pay, great working hour, kind boss. But suddenly i felt so aimless. No goals in life. Just work n work n work everyday, repeating the same old thing again n again everyday... Getting real sick of everything. Like no aims in my life...

I heard my boss is going overseas this week. But he didnt ask me to go with him this time round. I wonder does the problem lies in me? I should be happy, but instead i feel like maybe i am not good enough.......

2008-09-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

28 September 08 (Sunday)

HaaAAaapPPPppyyyYYyYy BbbbIiiiiRrrRttTdaaaaYYyyYY, SsswWWeEEeetTtheart~

Had a mini celebration at home, with my family! Simple dinner, similar faces, sweet birthday boy! I enjoy myself. Hope the same goes to the rest! Was happy enough that my cousins and aunty was present, making the birthday party a successful one! Mum bought roasted chicken and duck cos' she knows Nigel love to eat duck! Hahaha! And even cook abalone which taste like mushrooms to me. =(

I shall cut it short and let the photos tell the story:

Dinner *Yum Yum*

All of them were so hungry, while i instead on taking a photo b4 they could start! Hahaha~

Just don't bother! Another picture with me inside! Hahaha~

Pretty MUM~

My hair is so messy!

Bro Lex!

Getting ready for 2nd round gamble! Kekeke^^

I am the queen of gamble!

I gamble with my BF's capital! Hahahaha!

His trademark pose!

Joey and Lox trying hard on the game!

Secret Receipe

All so serious!

Getting ready secretly... Shhh...

Alex Xu very 抢镜头!!!

All ready for the surprises!

Handing over the cake!

I love u, u love me... We are 1 big family!

Joey what is your hand doing?

Look at my sharp nose! OMG! *swee*

Nigel... You are very blessed!

Credit goes to Mummy who sponser chicken and duck for tonight!

Removing candles from cake.

His big hand!

He isn't concentrating on what i am trying to tell him!

So Charming!

Everybody is so so so serious!

Jas u really look kinda "cute" here!

My aunty yet so cute~

Lox... I am not ready!

Alright... My dad behind... (-___-)!!!

Poor Alex got to take pictures of his own cos' no one help me take pictures. No choice he snap abit here and there!

Too happy! You could hardly see our eyes!

Food almost finish!

With love.

Don't we look cute?

My 3rd aunty who dotes us alot and her 2nd daughter!

Huarray "Birthday Boy" feeding me with cake! How sweet~

Mr Quack just don't get the angle right!!!

Hello!!! I aint the Birthday Boy!!!

Kanna saboh! Both *shy*!!!

Always with you~

Jas still not full yet!

Dont' they look alike?

After dinner game!

The game named "Who is it?" Quite interesting game...

Cos no other better choice already. Oppss....
BTW... Look at Joey's face!!!

2008-09-24T16:00:00.000-07:00

24 September 08 (Wednesday)

Firstly, I would like to wish my best buddy a very sweet 26th birthday!

Happy Birthday BARK!

I am back from Malaysia on the 22 September 08 at around 6.30am! About 9 hours of travelling! -_- Suppose to come back on 23 but we are really too tired! So we came back a day earlier...

So sick to get back to work! Rather tired of working, doing the same old thing!

I do not know why out of a sudden i just feel like giving what i have now... I somehow lost my passion in fashion and also in this job. I just don't feel like getting back to work. I am totally lost! With no design ideas! I am getting real sick of my current work! I just feel like stopping all these at once!

Day 1: 18 September 08 (Thursday)

We set off at 9.30pm. We reach Ipoh at about 6.30am the next day. The journey was long, tiring and it's so cold in the bus.

Have a shot while waiting for cab!

Another shot!

Day 2: 19 September 08 (Friday)

It was about 7 plus in the morning. Very fresh but very tired too! Hahaha! We went to his dad's corn farm. But did take any pictures with my camera cos' i forgot to bring. I was lucky that it was the corn harvest period! I see land fill with corn. So big! So fresh! His parents prepared some for me to bring back! His dad says the A grade corn cost about RM67(which is alot). My mum says that the size of the A grade corn cost about S$2.50 each!!! Wow lao! Good earning? Hehehe! You judge for yourself!

That night, they held dinner at their place. It was a very very busy day! Everybody was like so busy with their stuffs. From cooking to arranging tables to setting up to entertaining guests! I felt the warm, the fun and love. Their wedding are so much different from Singapore! A great experience and exposure! I really enjoy myself so much there. So free, so relax. Everyone was like so friendly. ^^

My BF's 3rd sister son. ^^

He was awake when we reach! He is so cute!

His family and relatives. Big family!

7 siblings!!!

From left to right: 6th, 5th, 4th, 3rd, 1st, 2nd(by ranking) and of cos the only male is no. 7th(my BF)

7 siblings and their grandparents and mummy

Don't they look alike? All of them have different characteristic!

The bride in pink.

The bride and us!

My bf's niece and nephew

Day 3: 20 September 08 (Saturday)

It was early in the morning while my bf and i send the bride to make up.

While waiting for the bride to get dress-up, my bf fetch me to had the most famous Tim Sum there! Yum! Yum! Really very delicious!

I love Tim Sum! >.<

I guaranty to go again next time i go! Restoran Sun Kok Kee wait for me!

Opps... The bride is caught eating. She's hungry~

While waiting for the bride to get change, we found a fake piano. It's for wedding photoshoot. So...

We secretly took photos of ourselves. >.<

Alright... He is very act right? I know...

I can hear him playing for me! Hahaha! So sweet~

My prince charming!

Still acting non-stop

See his fingers are so stiff! Still wanna act! The piano is fake, boy...

I hope we go on like this!

I think we are starting to look a little alike! =)

I love him so much!

I have developed this picture to be place in my wallet!

While waiting...

While still waiting...

Tadah~ The bride almost done...

Putting on the veil...

Touch-up a little b4 we set off.

The bride and his brother.

The bride n myself(i look so cute~)

7 siblings all dress up!

My bf's father. He is as tall as my BF

Suppose to be 3 unwed couples and 1 bride! But my irritating BF too busy, so end up i look extra!

Finally get hold of his precious time to have a shot b4 he sneak to work again!

This nephew of him aren't afraid of his swinging. I am serious. Indeed he is happy! Hahaha~

My bf usually likes to torture his nephew alot.

The couple and the parents!

The couple!

Family photo

Am i also a family of them already??? Haha!

At dinner... I look damn ugly that time cos i don't have enough time to get dress up! And my stupid damn eyes is red. Got infection due to contact lens!

My bf so handsome. Now i know why i love him so much!!! Hahahaha~~~

He really look very handsome that night. As if he is the groom. Hahaha! I dress him up! So now you know y i don't have time for myself?

Random pictures with relatives.

Yummmm......Yummmm.....Yummm..Yum...YummmmmmMMmmmmMmm.... Shem

Toast to all guest.

May we wish this couple a very happy marriage!

God bless!

May all blessing be with this couple and a upcoming baby!

2008-09-18T16:00:00.000-07:00

Yippeeeee~

Tonight 10pm bus! Annnnnndddd off we go~ Hurray! So Happy! Can go Malaysia for 5 days! Though it's only 5 days but i am already very content! Hehehe! I hope my 5 days in Malaysia is a fruitful and memorable one! I can't wait to go now. Kekeke! ^^ But i have to take unpaid leave to cover my 5 days as i do not have so much leave to take! Poor me next month have to stave. Hahaha! I have change S$300 to Malaysia Ringgits. The rate is consider quite high now. I am so happy! Hehehe. S$1=RM2.40.

I want to do lots of shopping, buy lots of stuffs, eat lots of things and had lots of fun!!!!

Next month i still had to attend one of my colleague's wedding, also held in Malaysia but in JB. Alright.... Meaning cash burning! 0.0 Never mind la~ Once in a lifetime. As long the couple is being blessed.

We are taking Grassland Express Coaches!!!

K shall skip this topic...

Next.

As my best friend, Supri's birthday is around the corner, i would actually want to give her surprise but in the end the idea was drop off. Cos i do not have time! HAHA!

She is born in 24-09-82. Same age as my brother. Which is 26 this year? Rather old right? Hahaha! Who cares about her age. I don't mind. Though usually i would says we've got age gap! >.<

At first i wanted to make her a birthday card but had no time to complete it as i am heading Malaysia tomorrow. But i actually did start on the card. Seriously!

I knew her all time favourite is AJISEN. I wanted to Fed Ex her AJISEN. But she says cannot! They won't be able to deliver food. Is it true?

MSN conversation inbetween us...

Mr J-K: Bark... I am going to send you Ajisen on your birthday by Fed Ex. Because they deliver everywhere.

Bark: Oh... Come on... Janet... Don't be crazy! You really think they can deliver anything?

Mr J-K: (thinking)

Bark: Don't let the postman take advantage. They won't deliver while the post man will eat it while on he is on the way to my place!

Mr J-K: Hahaha! Too bad den...

Hence another idea drop off...

It's not my fault!!! But i have prepare something else for her... I am not gulity for nt getting her any surprise as she would never remember my birthday each year! So what's e point! HAH~ I send her this email today. Wanted to send her during her birthday but i can't wait so send her today! Let's enjoy reading it... It may sounds boring but i don't care i just want to post and let everyone know about us! *Bleah* :P

Here it goes...

Dear Bark…

I had a story to shared with you…

Long long time ago… There was a girl named Jeanne. She never ever believed in the so-called best friend. She felt that friends are just passerby in her life. Just like stories, movies… Friends just come and go. And that’s it. Friendship stop and ends just like that. She believes that neither friendship nor relationship last. Hence she would never devote herself to any friendship. She restricts herself for having good/best friends.

Not knowing she had already become a best friend of someone else. And also that someone else had also secretly become her best friend without knowing.

Jeanne was a secondary school girl at then. The first person who talks to her was a Malay girl. She had no other friends, no one to talk to; she knew she had to make friends with someone so she had no choice but to befriend her.

After sometime, she knew that she couldn’t have wasted her 5years in Bukit Merah just to hang out with one lonely friend. She finally got herself some more new friends. Cos’ she knew she had hard times during Chinese class. Her Chinese is bad. She could not cope. She had pride. Not wanting to ask the boys in class. So she went to make friends with I-Shan and Irna during Chinese class. By that time, I-Shan and Irna were very close. Both of them sit together during class. While the little poor Jeanne sat alone in front of them when her Malay friend went for her Malay class.

Jeanne took all the courage and walk towards I-Shan and Irna to ask them some questions on the how to write some Chinese characters. So they taught her and she went back to her seat. She felt guilty as the Indonesian girl could write Chinese better than her. She felt shameless.

From then, their friendship grew…

They start to hang out during recess and after school at Great World City for Mc Donald. In the end, that poor little Jeanne grew fat since then.

A year past…

Two new girls came into her class. One from Indonesian and the other one was a transfer student from another school. Mrs Siew their form teachers ask Jeanne to help them out with their stuffs. So Jeanne went to approach them with their needs in help. And also to introduced herself to them.

Supriati, the Indonesian girl, with long face and long hair was skinny and ugly. They did not make friends. Just a friendly introduction and that’s it.

Slowly as days goes by. Jeanne kept bumping into Supriati at the Redhill MRT station. Slowly, they start to meet up everyday at the hilltop where there is a stairs and where people park their bicycle. Which was known as their “Old Brother Place”. Slowly, they became friends. They hang out together. Eat together. Play together. Copy homework together. Joke together. Laugh together.
One day when they went shopping at Queensway Shopping Centre. Supriati asked Jeanne a very serious question. They were sat outside a shoes retail shop.

Supriati: Am I your best friend?

Jeanne: (Stunned for a moment.) =.= erm… I don have best friends, neither do I have good friends; I treat you as my friend. Cos’ I don believe in good or best friends as I think they betray.

Supriati: (rather sad) I treat you as my best friend.

Jeanne: (remained quiet)

They end up continued to shop for a while and leave.

Till now they are still very good. Though they seldom meet up. They were still very close friends. Jeanne thought she was very blessed to have Supriati as her only best friend. And this shall never change.

Moral of the story: You need not have many friends to have a good friend. A good friend for a lifetime is equivalent to many friends.

So bark… After I read this story from the Internet about Jeanne and Supriati, I would like to tell you that I am happy to have you as my friend. Friends for life. I shall never forget you. You are the greatest gift from God. I appreciate my friendship with you. We shall write one story about us. Let’s name it: When Bark met Ass. How about that?

Sign off:
Ass
11-09-08

Story of Jeanne And Supriati

Share with you how irritating she looks like:

I somehow feel like she looks like Steven Chow...

This was grab from her friendster.

This was taken during Marco's Bd.

Christmas

Increadible fun with her

I truely miss her alot...

I hope she could see this blog entry... I knew for sure, she will never read my blog. She keep complaining me for not uploading her pictures!

Bark... You are a pain in my Ass!

2008-09-15T13:00:00.000-07:00

13 September 08(Saturday)

Last saturday, after my work. I meet Bro lox at Jurong Point. He knew i wasn't in good mood due to some reasons at work therefore he came and meet me. If not he would never! Haha. That day we decided to cook dinner. I decided to prepare candle light dinner for my BF at home as he wasn't in good mood too. Also due to work... (-___-)!!!

This is LOX. Helping me with the cooking.

No picture of me but believe me i cook this meal!

Starting to get the dishes ready. Proudly present to you Ah Koh's recipe of chicken chop!

YUM YUM!

This is Chef Quack! @_@

I know it's beautiful. Hahaha. Thank you!

Can you see it's a face? Done by Chef Quack.

My portion. As you can see it's very little but Chef Quack says good food is made in small portion. ^^ Enjoy the feel not the food?

His. Obviously not full for him.

Because i love him.

Tadah~ End of the day product.

As you can see, my cooking is good.

The 2 Love Birds. Hah!

14 September 08 (Sunday)

昨天是中秋节！！！At first my bf wanted to bring me to Chinese Garden to see the lanterns. But I turn off. Cos' i feel like staying at home to accompany my family during this festival. Now i regret so much. Cos' if we go... It shall add my memories in our relationship. I wanna build a strong memory inbetween us. But ... Haiz... Too bad... So he end up help me dye my hair. Getting prepare to his sister's wedding on this Saturday. And we are going back this Thursday Night. I am so excited to meet his big big family again. ^^

I just wanna pose for a pic.

My personal hairstylish.

Aren't he serious?

Alright, alright last picture ok?

Hair dye

Fruit dye!

7.25 Floweriness Purple

Turning purple...

*Pinch pinch*

He got bruised due to i torture him. Hahaha!

Anyway recently i am crazy over this Taiwan Drama. 命中注定我爱你. Quite interesting but also quite draggy i find. Some parts make me cry like hell. I somehow feel like i am the main actress. Hahaha! Alright don't have to puke. That's what i think. Hahaha! I still have not finish watching. Hopefully by this thursday i could complete watching the whole series. I am look forward for the ending. >.<

2008-09-12T15:00:00.000-07:00

Yeah~ It's Friday!!!

And tomorrow is a Saturday... It's also a half day work... Then Sunday is my off day!!! Hurray~ Always waiting for the weekends...

Yesterday, i heard from my colleagues that there was this customer who is our regular customer came into our office/warehouse to pick some clothing to be sell in Indonesia. And of cos we sold her at wholesales price. I am so glad she pick two of my designs. Very little? Not really cos i only had two designs down here. Meaning she took all my designs. I am happy enough already. Very satisfied with myself. I am also very proud of myself too. And i would really like to see my design being worn by people on the street. That's my hope for so far...

I am so so so happy!!!

Just received a message from Mabel saying that my design sold 4 pieces already today within 2 hours? CLAP CLAP CLAPS for them. They did well... I really love them... Hahaha~ Thanks you Xiao Mei and Mei Bao(Mabel)... 谢谢你们！我很感激你们帮我！But all this is just based on what i hear and saw at Jurong Point PepperPLUS and Enterprise Hub(office). As for the other outlets i'm not sure about that.

This is a good start and i hope and pray that this shall continued...

86003-$24

61002-$24

61001-$24(my 1st design)

86005-$30

86009-$36

Yesterday after work i went shopping alone at IMM. I just to hate shopping alone. But no longer do i hate it but i love it. Shopping alone i tend to buy more things. It's so free. After that i meet my sweetheart, bro lex and mummy at Jurong Point. A day is not wasted when i'm out for shopping. At least i don't get to repeat what i do everyday like example working then head straight back to house. That's boring life... Finish work early, going out after work makes me feel HAPPY! =) Hahaha!!!

While waiting for Mum to arrived.. The 1st thing we did was to head straight to KFC for dinner... >.<

I act like if i wanna take his picture but in fact i wanna take the reflection of myself through the mirror. Hahahaha!!! Oppss... >.<

Force him to smile with love... Hehehe! Damn mean rite?

While he was washing his dirty hands, let's have another quit shot.

Both of us just live in our own world. >o<

As you can see, he is really really very act cute!

My fault... He is actually not that fat... Hahaha! Sorry...

Anyway i am going to Ipoh next Thursday on the 18-09-08 to attend my boyfriend's sister's wedding... Which is 7 days later... I am so excited. I can't wait for the arrival. I did managed to get any clothes for that day, still have not slim down :( and have no idea what to buy for my boyfriend's parents. :( :( :( How? Anyone? Any idea?

Later after work, me, my BF and his sister will be going to bugis!!! Yeah yeah going out today... But everytime when i dress slopy to work my BF wanna go out!!! So irritating!!! (-____-)!!! Somemore my eyes got infection so cannot wear my contact lens... Luckily today i brought along my contact lens! Clever me... ^^ Hehehe...

2008-09-09T20:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a SHOPPING DAY!!!

Yesterday was so nice... Due to both of our working hours(me n my BF), we seldom go dating. Usually when we go out, definitely there will sure be someone else. So yesterday just two of us. I am already very very pleased. We went Marina Square, thought to go there for a sing at 1st. But i don't feel like singing. So i decided to go shopping. To shop for a dress for my BF's sister wedding. So we went shopping at Marina Square and Suntec City...

Wonder why i had off yesterday? Hehehe. Cos every week i would have a so called- "shopping day"!!! Hehehe.... ? ? ? ? Don't get what i mean? I request to my boss to allow me with a day off so as to allow me to go out and see what's in... Hahaha!!! Which mean: Shopping=$... I get pay while i go shopping? Isn't that great? But i did not slack ok!!! I really went to survey shops like ZARA, MANGO, RIVER ISLAND, TOPSHOP, WAREHOUSE and etc... To check out the price, fabrics, details so as to help me out while i design. Hahaha!!! And this is the only day i could go dating with my BF while still working.

In the past, I off only on Sunday while my BF off on Tuesday. This means we could hardly go out. By the time he finished he work, it's already so late.

At last... Now i am happy enough with my work. Hope to work for long. But if there is a chance i would also want to work for bigger companies like ZARA, MANGO, TOPSHOP etc... Hope that day will arrived one day...

Oh ya~ I am so in love with Secret Recipe's cheese cake again!!! So delicious! So yummy! So tasty. Later after work i meeting Brother LOX at IMM... Shall consider to eat cheese cake later!!! Hehehe~ =) And i had promise my BF i gonna get him Secret Receipe's Classic Cheese Cake for his coming birthday.

Tadah!!! This is the yummlicious Classic Cheese Cake... $4.90/slice. Expensive though...

Cheese Choc... Another favourite bite of mine... Can you resist? Yum Yum!!!

Went to eat Thai food at Lerk Thai. Not very nice, i prefer Thai Express :X

My handsome BF!!!

I am so hungry right now... Grhh... Hahaha!!! Still long way to lunchtime... It reminds me of my BF's cook. Very nice! I like...

25-07-08: Tadahh!!! Black pepper chicken chop with broccoli & fried rice.

This is the first time he cook for me...

Though it doesn't look good... It doesn't taste good either... Hahaha~ Too blend lah!

Herbal Chicken Soup! (Nice)

19-08-08: The 2nd time he cook for me!

Spaghetti with mince pork & mushroom!!! I am so terrible hungry right now!!! :(

And again: Chicken Chop with black pepper sauce.

Both of us are so deeply in love... Hahaha!

Soup with carrot, corn and orion. Healthy!

What have we bought yesterday?

ME:

1: 1 top and 1 dress from an unknown shop(cannot remember the shop name, too busy shopping).

2: 2 black shorts and 1 cardigan from Cotton On.

HE:

1: 2 T-shirt from TOPSHOP.

That's all...

Okay... Alright... I forgot to take pictures. But i really like the top and dress i bought from that unknown shop. It's really nice. And it's sleeveless... Can you imagine? I actually bought sleeveless clothes? Shall upload the pictures someday if i remember... HAHAHA!!!

Bye bye loh~

2008-09-08T08:00:00.000-07:00

我回来了!!!

I am B-A-C-K!!!

MISS ME?

Finally, I am back in office... After so long... I have got so much to blog. So many things happen...

At 1st, I was told to help out at IP(Internatonal Plaza), so i went. Then about 10 days later, Boss call and say we will fly off the next day!!! I am neither mentally nor physically prepared. Then Phew~ Fly off to Hong Kong after to China for 10 days... Then after that came back SG, still couldn't come back to office. Continued to help out at IP... I felt that ever since i start working full-time for this company, i keep moving around. Never really stay put in one place for long. Thrown like a ball... Later here, later there. Anyway, Saturday was my last day at IP, Now I am back in my lovely office. Hahaha! With my personal computer, i can surf net, blog n etc... HAHA! Shhh...

I need support form you all!!! Hahaha~

My fellow friends and readers, my designs are out at stores now!!! Pls pls pls support me k? Till now, I still cannot believe that i am working as a designer. I can not imagine people on the streets wearing clothes which is design and produce by me. Though, I still have not seen anyone wearing my garments out there. But i have saw my cousin, mabel and some of my colleagues wearing my designs, helping me to push my garments to customers. I thank them alot. I sincerely appreciate it.

More designs coming up.

Pls check it out at any of our PepperPLUS outlet:

Compass Point

Jurong Point (My cousin mabel can serve you, pls go Jurong point to help them hit sales)

Tampines Mall

Tiong Bahru Plaza

Tao Payoh

Wisma Atria

Bedok Centre

Ang Mo Kio

Enterprise Hub (Where i belong too. Hahaha! Office!)

PepperPLUS is SOoooOO islandwide~ Haha!

I shall update more of my designs soon when i got the pictures.

Some other random post to be share:

On 16-08-08...

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I graduated!!!
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Share with you guys some of my graduation photos(which i steal some from CH's blog):

Me and my Brother Lex

And of cos this is me with my Naughty Boy

Hesper and Myself

Winnie And Me!!!

Me, Lau, Bu, Claire(Pattern Making lecturer) and CH

William,Hesper,Ch, Lau, Bu and Winnie(w/o me!!! I hate them!!! Hahaha~)

I looovvveeee this photos the best.

Yeah~ Diploma in Fashion Design!

Bu not here:( She very busy 1!!! Hahaha~

Don't care bout Bu, just take another one more shot b4 we leave! :P

21-08-08

21-08-08 was my second trip to China... Still moody... Cos i miss my family, i miss my boyfriend and i miss my friends. This time i went there for 10 days. The first time i went there was on 16-06-08 and for only 7 days. Hence when i reach airport, i look for my Boss. This time round i will be fly off with him... Luckily, we didn't sit together if not i will feel very awkward. Haha~ I am no longer afraid of taking airplane. Very steady! Haha~ This time round we took Cathy Pacific. The 1st time i went, i took jetstar. No food, no drink. Cathy very GOOD!!! Food is nice. Plane is more spacious. Standard better! Of cos~ More expensive too!!! Hahaha~

When i was in SG airport, my boss ask me to walk around myself and meet 10mins later while he went smoking. I have nowhere to head while i saw GUCCI boutique... I walk in just to have a look!!! Look at the below picture and you knew i can't resist! I just sign of my credit card, took the bag and go. Can u imagine less than 10 minutes, i walk out with a GUCCI BAG? OMG!!! But that was what i longed for since very long ago!!! After buying i regret!!! Waste $! Kanna said that my bag looks like those recycle bag... Sob~ Sob~

This is the so called recycle bag!!! But i like!!! :P Who cares?

My BF bought me this b4 i went china! I love it so nice!

The 1st day was the most tiring day in HK!!!

My Boss and i carried our own luggage and walk along HK street! It was so Hot there. Imagine carrying the stupid heavy luggage around. I feel stupid. We didnt take Taxi, we took public transport. So many people, so crowded in the MTR. Hardly had space to stand. Worse thing was no lift. We carried our huge luggage up and down flight of stairs. I tell you it is so tiring. Long story lah~ Lazy to continued... Shall stop here. Ha!

2008-08-07T20:28:00.000-07:00

08-08-08!!!

I forgot today is National Day eve. Tomorrow Singapore will celebrate her 43rd BD! If i knew today was national day eve, i would have wear red or white. This morning, i saw little children to secondary teenagers wearing red and white, i felt so heart-warming. It reminds me of my school days(which is so long ago...) -___- Too bad... I shall say i miss the fun!

But i look forward to finish work today so that i could go back home. RELAX, REST, SLEEP, EAT, SHIT, SLACK! I love it when i don't have to go to work! So free... (oh... I am like flying off my seat to the cloud,the air is so fresh and i see birds, did you? Can you imagine? No? See below to imagine. Shiok is the word!)

But when i think of my Sunday... Haiz~
I can't blog anymore. Perhaps for 1 month?

I shall miss my office, my table, my pencil, my computer, my chair, etc... And of cos' not forgetting the FOOD here...

International plaza, new colleagues, new environment wait for me... I am coming... (trying to act brave and calm while deep inside don't know what to do)

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一句对不起，就能当做什么都没发生吗？

我每次说对不起其实只是一句对不起如果你只是说而已，没有要改的意思，那说来该什么呢？我厌倦你这种态度. 我很失望。很累了。对不起？对不起. 对不起.. 对不起... 无心改过, 在多的对不起也没用. 我的心很痛，我的心碎了~ 我的心在哭，你听见了吗？

2008-08-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

I am not feeling well!!!

So sick. Giddy, feel like vomiting, sleepy!!! Perhaps i drank too much last night and now having bad hangover! The feeling wasn't good... I don't like it! This was not the first time i had hangovers, but was my first time to drink and had to wake up early for work next day! So i salute those who can drink so much yet still work the next day... I cant... It's tiring!!!

I thought after a hot bowl of soup, i might feel better. So just now during lunch, I had Yong Tau Fu. The soup not very nice and did not help in making me feel better.. Was rather disappointed. But never mind, at least it fill my stomach. Hahaha~

Angnes(her name is spell like this, it's not spelling mistakes) ask me to help me to help her out during her wedding. As in walking around toasting with the guests. Cos sure kanna sabo hence she need friends who can help them (the bride: Angnes & the groom: ??? can remember his name) drink. I promise to help her, but now i think i am going to reject. Cos i decided to quit drinking!!! Hahaha~ So sorry, Angnes... I cant help you... Find someone better. Like Mabel? HAAAAAHHAAAHHAAAA!!!!

Today i received my samples again. Though i wasn't feeling well i still finish my work... Boss says today designs was not nice(rather sad) but i think so too!!! Haiz~ I feel like my designs are all very similar. And my friends could actually recognise that particular design must be mine. So... Which meanss?? Is it good?? Or bad?? My trademark?? Hahaha! Maybe~
I didn't produce any designs today cos too tired... Sometimes i feel that i am too slack already... I must pull my socks up and buck up already!!!! JEANNE KOH, COME ON!!! WAKE UP!!!! BUCK UP!!!

Sometimes... I get very demoralise when i see my designs turn out so bad that i feel that i am so useless! Thinking that i am a designer, yet i still produce works like this, i can jolly well not known as a designer. What a disgrace! I really look down on myself so much. Due to lack of confident! Who can help me build up my confident level? Haiz~

Shall end here... Not feeling good. Later after work, i am going to head straight home...

2008-08-06T12:04:00.000-07:00

I had NIGHTMARE AGAIN last night...

I dreamt that my naughty boy felt in love with another girl. And am i like really thinking to much? Or it my dreaming trying to tell or hint me something? (I wonder...)

I am like any other ordinary girl who wish to have a nice and caring boyfriend. A boyfriend who would love me, and cherish me like I am the world's most expensive treasure. Or without me, he would die??? Hahaha~ But i guess i do not have the potential and the beauty to hold any men's heart.

At times, i really feel that men are not reliable. But to all men, we are too sensitive. Did they ever thought that if they had given enough care and concern to us, will we still feel that way? I guess to every man out there appearance is so much more important that character.

A question for all men:
Would you want to be with a fat, short, ugly woman with good character or a pretty real hot babe with nice figure but had bad character(who smokes, flirt, always fart and tell lies? Hahahaha :Just an example)

Okay the answer is obvious!!!

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Is fat a crime? A fault? I had enough of people calling me fat or my friends fat, or my brother fat! I find it totally no wrong for being FAT!!! I believe we don't want it either. It's just that we cant control. Hahaha~ Simply just cant resist good food!

Being a fat person we hate:
1: to be call as fatso(just like short people do not like to be called as a shorties, same theory)
2: to be known as fat(make use feel more no confident)
3: to be insult bcos we are fat(very demoralising)
4: those long time no see relatives say "wao lau... I think you put on weight again"(never use their brain and think if they had hurt us)
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We had enough!!! Pls spare a thoughts for others. You might not know if you have already hurt their feelings... NO ONE IS PREFECT! GOD MADE US WITH FLAWS. We learn to appreciate others, tolerate each others. Are you prefect? No just shut up! Don't tell me, you dont have freckles? Or your hair is not dropping that you may grow bald 1 day? That you have long legs? Big eyes? etc... I believe that if you are good in this, you may not be as good in another area! Like you may have the prettiest lips, but you may not have nice teeth. Or perhaps you might say you have nice lips and nice teeth but your breath may stinks? So pleeaaassseee... We may not be as good as you, but you had no rights to say us either. Don't tell me you don't befriend anyone who is fat, ugly or short? NONSENSE rite?

I had a friend... She used to be a happy, cheerful, siao ding tong type of girl(hahahaha!) whom i regard as one of my good friend in my life. She is still cheerful while talking to use but i knew deep inside her, she wasn't that cheerful now! Her best buddies not in SG and the rest of us busy with our work. But i think, she still had other friends. I don't care if she is fat or not! What i know and remember her for is she her character and she is pretty, nice, always so sunshine but not bcos she is ugly or fat! She is one of my NAFA's friends. W/O her and the other 2Js and of cos the rest, i would not have walk through these 3years in NAFA!

She told me she suffer from emotional pain during working. Had hard times. Colleagues insult her being FAT! Ask her don't eat so much due to her being FAT! WTH! FAT still have to eat! Lifes still goes on for FAT PEOPLE! If you people really had that good and nice figure but why not a nice mouth? YUCKS STINKS!!!

TO ALL HER STUPID COLLEAGUES(who insult her)
Pls be more mature!
I shall not curse and swear... Cos' if i did that i am just like them so immature.

In the past... When people say that i am fat, I would always hide in one corner and cry and cry. End up, i got sick! I will eat alot and force myself to vomit in order not to get fat! Until i realise it was not right! So i stop!

Now... No more! When you say i am fat, I make sure i smile and talk back gracefully. HAHA~ I don't really care that much! I am still myself. But i am also controlling my diet la!

Alright... I am getting HOT after all the complaining! I shall stop!

Tonight... Mabel date me out to go watch Money No Enough 2, while my BF ask me join him and his sister to ZOUK! I don't want to go Zouk(with my BF)! Cos' later if he see girl, i get jealous, then will end up quarrel! Hahaha~ But i feel like going there for a drink! Well~ You know i am good drinker!!! HAHAHA~

Before i end... I wanna say... I wanna buy a GUCCI bag!!! I wanna go overseas with my naughty boy!!!

I knew it won't happen!!! But i just longed and wish and pray the day will come one day!!!

2008-08-05T23:05:00.000-07:00

A sleepy afternoon!!!

Now 2:06pm, me sitting alone in my office, just had my lunch, eyes 1/2 closed... Have the urged to sleep. I AM SO SLEEPY RIGHT NOW!!! What's worse??? I heard i will not have my Sunday off due to me have to help out at the newly open outlet at International Plaza(some ulu place which i still have no idea where is it). I am suppose to have a good full weekend off this week! For it is Singapore's 43 Birthday??(am i right or wrong?pls tell me if i am wrong). But now, i see it's hopeless... Hahaha~ Sunday still have to go all the way down to international plaza to hang all the clothes on the racks!!! (-___-)!!! Suay~

I am going to meet my sweetheart after work to go POPO's house together to help my POPO perm her hair. She wanted to perm her hair cos her hair is getting straight and flat. While she wanted some volume. However i feel she look better now. But... Nevermind. As long as she likes it, we are willing to do it for her. Think my grandmother will like him more. Everyone in my family dotes him more than me(when i am so much hotter and cuter than him:P)

HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE

Last night i had nightmares:( I dreamt that my bf had an affair with three other girls excluding me. Meaning four timer at a same time. I did not think of anything b4 i sleep(so don accuse me of thinking to much. HA!) So scary! Though i knew it was just a dream, and he is sleeping beside me but i sometimes still feel insecure! After the HORRIBLE DREAM, I woke up. Seeing that naughty boy sleeping soundly, i woke him and "scolded" him for not being faithful to me! :{ HAHA~ Poor little him, just continued to sleep while placing my hand on his chest. Sounds romantic? Not At All Ok? (-_-)

Bark is baacckkk on MSN

Alright... That gugu bark is back to msn. She is currently in Pontinak(indo). I cant go and find her like i used to be. Cos it's not like Batam(so near). Every morning(eversince i start working in office), when i on my computer, i will be happily waiting for Bark to chat with me. It has become a habit, a lifestyle already. So i wonder what happen to her while i didnt see her online on msn(thought she got sick and tired of talking to me on msn everyday or perhaps something happen to her, and that makes me worried). Until a few days ago, she SMS me saying that her laptop is send for repair due to virus and to ask me to help her buy a hundred dollars worth of 4D!!! She is SIAO(crazy)!!! So i did. I thought maybe she have super six sense that her number is going to open, but my effort go drain. Just to add on how irritating she is, she actually place a the $100 bet on just 1 number. What a waste. And that's not all. i just told her about my blog, so she went on reading. . . and she confronted me for not putting her photos in my blog! She is so damn annoying! Hahaha~ Anyway, i miss her. I promise to treat her eat her all time favourite Ajisen when she is back. Ajisen to me..., was like normal Maggie mee. Maybe i do not know how to appreciate it. Too bad~ But i still eat la. (hahaha~ Ok! I know, cheapskate rite? But thanks!!)

Here are some pictures we took last night...(while he is playing with Nitendo DS...)

1st Take: He entertained me!!! (I like this pic cos he's cute)

2nd Take: He still entertain me by acting cute:P

3rd Take: Still acting cute(though he feel like continued to play his game while i still continued to take)

4th Take: Seems like he is still entertaining me(in fact he didnt not, he is looking at the DS!!!)

Last take: Normal cos i say:" kk.. Last take, take a proper 1 leh" then end up blur.

Finally... Last picture cos' i wanna go shower liao... And also he can contiuned with his game!!!

2008-08-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

Monday! A new start of the week. So busy today. Cos' received samples(of my designs) from overseas. I am always so stress up when i knew i am going to receieved samples, cos i am afraid that the designs i produce turn out bad/not nice/like shit. I think my expectation is too high, that i keep pressuring myself! My boss is a very nice boss. He teaches me alot. Invest alot of time and effort in me. Hence i really appreciate it. And would like to contribute to his company! So dear friends, please support me by shopping at pepperPLUS!!! ^^ Here are some of my designs. Still yet to arrive in outlet. You can order straight from me if you want.

86019-$26

86015-$34

86018- $38

86020-$28

86021-$28

-Pls take note that all the above designs are not the actual garments. As all these are all samples are we reserved the right to make any changes without any notice.

Those without prices are stocks that have not been confirm yet. As i we are changing it to make it look the best.

Shall talk about yesterday. Yesterday, Sunday was my off day! My only off day every week:( Who says office hour not tiring? I don't think so! I think working office is as tired as working sales line! Though working hour is shorter... BUT BUT BUT no free time. Cos' i finish work at 6.30pm everyday except sat n sun(sat: 10.30am-4pm, sun: my off day of cos). Then i will catch IMM free bus to Jurong Point daily(Cheapskate, I know!!!), but the timing is sooo just nice i cant avoid to take what... Then sometimes go find Mabel(my cousin working at JP pepperPlus(a very very hot babe)(wait till you go check it out urself)) and of cos my sweetheart la~ And will most probably reach home 8plus to 9. This means a day is gone for doing nothing. So my life is like doing nothing, no fun, no excitement, no entertainment, NOTHING!~ Pheww... So Lau, Bu, Hui pls pls pls feel free to date me out! Haha! So whenever it comes to Sunday, I would always want to spend my day at home. Eat, sleep, watch TV, go no where, just inside my room. And brother LEX(aka Mr Fat, ah quack, fatty shit, fatso, fatty lang, alex koh ah noi and alot more which i could not remember) will start scolding me for wasting my life, my youth rotting at home! It sounds true... But i just don't care. I want to be at home!

But yesterday was different!!! My boyfriend not working due to doctor gave him a 2days MC! So he forced me to go out! Initially, i reject as usual. But i thought to myself, he never had Sunday off, plus we seldom go date! So i wanna go out! Plan to go VIVO city at first to watch movie, but i reject! Hahaha~ Cos too far and so expensive! Then we decided to go help my POPO perm her hair but in the end we did not(cos' didnt bring enough curler). Then we went Queensway shopping centre with Lex, thinking to get my BF a shoes. In the end bought nothing! Cos's my BF too fussy! Lex wanted to buy but i don't allow! Hahaha! So end up had dinner with Mummy, Papa, Popo, Lex, Me n my BF.

My favourtie food(cook by POPO which i do not know how to called it in chinese or english)

First take(POPO's eyes half close)

Second try(good!!!)

Act cute Lex and beloved mummy!><

Last picture b4 we take our dinner. Me & Sweetheart.

2008-08-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

After so so so so so long... I finally got my blog back. Cos' me being so forgetful, i forgot my password. >< And after several tries, I finally got back this old blog. Hui Hui was very nice. She wanted to help me create a new blog with new background and theme, but i do not want to trouble her hence i try so hard to get back this old and dusty blog. Hahaha~ K let's talk about why would i want to blog again.

Friends: Why out of the sudden do you wanna blog again?
Me: Cos' i have just graduate.
Friends: (-_________-)!!!
Me: No la~ It's because after i graduate, i only got to know how my NAFA's friends have being doing through blog. And i want them to know what i am doing too meanwhile. And of cos another reason is that, I'm working in office, no one to talk to, very boring!!! And at least through BLOG i can say whatever i want to. HA!
Friends: (wanna continue to say something, while... I just continued to talk...)
Me: I miss school days, i miss Lau, Bu, Hui (My buddy buddies in school) and of cos the rest.

K.. I shall stop talking about why i get to blog again. Let's jump topic... Jump! Jump! Biong~ Jump!

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Okay, as you can see i am really that BO LIAOz in office... Haha~
Just got notice from boss that i am going back to sales lines to help out for 1 month!! 1 month!! 1 month YOU KNOW? Cos of the shortage of staffs! But in my heart, i mumble to myself (perhaps my designs are so up to standard that boss is trying to get rid of me) SOBx2. So sianz... Going back to square 1!!! Again. Nightmare shall begin... K.. I don't care! I don't want to think! I heck care!(though i know i still have to go!) Whatever~ I just don't bother. Go there, serious with sales! Push sales and be the top sales girl! Haha~

My sweetheart is sick. I fail to accompany him to polyclinic. Cos i got to work. :( He had fever last night. Plus flu, cough, headache. What makes it worse is he is allege to medicine that contains panodol content. So he can't eat the medicine which we would commonly/normally consume. Luckily, with my beloved aunty. Problem solved. She gave me medicine to cure my BF. Hahaha~ Sounds like what...

Shall end here.
Cos still have to get to some work before i knock off. It's saturday! Saturday, i finish work at 4pm! Huarry! Soon Soon~ :)

2006-05-13T09:42:00.001-07:00

So long eversince my last blog.Since i am in batam now and have got nothing to do at this late hours, while waiting for that idiot, Supri, to finish her msn chatting, hence i decided to write my blog again.
Firstly, I would like to say that my blog wont be as fancyful as others as i don have the time and the creativity but i would just type out whatever stuff which comes out in my mind at the very moment.
This is the 1st time i come batam myself!!! ALONE~~ I am so Daring! Everytime i come to this place, there is sure an accompany. I took train all by myself, den the ferry! I used to be very scare of taking ferry! But this time, I did NOT!!! As for why i come batam this time alone is because it has been a very long time eversince i last met Bark! Hate her for not coming SG for so long! But most of the time she made the effort to come SG, hence i decided to come nad visit her this time.
When i am in the ferry, what reflect in my mind is him... the past... and everything... Kinda of miss him so much..
The 1st thing i reach, i look for bark. Then, I saw her standing there, pressing her HP. So surprise to see a complete change in her dressing. So happy to see her.. Really!! What remind me now was i miss the ferry which i told bark and got to take the second ferry, when she is already.. Was kinda of blur~
Bark knew me too well, the 1st thing she did was to bring me to eat. HAHA~ My favourite!
Today, She brought me to sightseeing. And this is the first time i went sightseeing, normally i would go shopping!!! I went to pray and the Guang ying niang niang structure is really huge. Indeed it is beautiful! I love the place really much. There are beautiful chalet down there and i wish to stay there for once! It's near the sea.. The chalet is kampng like. I love to go to that place with all my best pals 1 day...
Today will be my last day here and i'm going back SG tomolo.. So i think i gonna end here..

2006-03-13T05:54:00.000-08:00

[My First Blog]
This is my first blog entry.. Though i am still pretty confuse on how and what to write here but i will still get onto something.. Haha~ Let's talk about my today! I spend my day in a happy mood! Therefore the overall rating for today is 4stars/5stars..

[During breaktime]
Normally during my breaktime in school, you can find me hanging around with two nuts, namely- Mei Mei & Chuan Hui.. We craze around in school, outside school, msn and almost everywhere.. Today we had our lunch at sunshine plaza.. Guess what we had for lunch? It's Wan Ton Mee.. It's so super duper yummy!!! Yesh~ Haha.. It's located at first floor.. I guess it's the most crowded makan place among all.. The Wan Ton Mee cost us $3 per bowl, i love the fried Wan Ton! Haha.. That's not all.. We even saw a channel 8 actor, whoever he is i do not know his name. LOL` And when i tell MM & CH, they was like "who? who..?" And as usual the blur CH cannot spot that actor! Haha~ But that actor is better looking person in real than in TV.. He is tan, boyish looking..

[In Li Li's pattern draping class]
As usual, three of us can never be quiet! We will chat n chat, play n play with anything.. The photos below shows MM & I playing with Dummies! Haha~ But what surprise me was Li Li didnt scold us today!!! Perharps we did not make so much noise.. But i really enjoy Lily's, Claire's and Eugene class as time passes fast during their lessons!